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- 1816
- TO CHARLES COWDEN CLARKE
- by John Keats
- Oft have you seen a swan superbly frowning,
- And with proud breast his own white shadow crowning;
- He slants his neck beneath the waters bright
- So silently, it seems a beam of light
- Come from the galaxy: anon he sports,-
- With outspread wings the Naiad Zephyr courts,
- Or ruffles all the surface of the lake
- In striving from its crystal face to take
- Some diamond water drops, and them to treasure
- In milky nest, and sip them off at leisure.
- But not a moment can he there insure them,
- Nor to such downy rest can he allure them;
- For down they rush as though they would be free,
- And drop like hours into eternity.
- Just like that bird am I in loss of time,
- Whene'er I venture on the stream of rhyme;
- With shatter'd boat, oar snapt, and canvass rent
- I slowly sail, scarce knowing my intent;
- Still scooping up the water with my fingers,
- In which a trembling diamond never lingers.
- By this, friend Charles, you may full plainly see
- Why I have never penn'd a line to thee:
- Because my thoughts were never free, and clear,
- And little fit to please a classic ear;
- Because my wine was of too poor a savour
- For one whose palate gladdens in the flavour
- Of sparkling Helicon:- small good it were
- To take him to a desert rude, and bare,
- Who had on Baiae's shore reclin'd at ease,
- While Tasso's page was floating in a breeze
- That gave soft music from Armida's bowers,
- Mingled with fragrance from her rarest flowers:
- Small good to one who had by Mulla's stream
- Fondled the maidens with the breasts of cream;
- Who had beheld Belphoebe in a brook,
- And lovely Una in a leafy nook,
- And Archimago leaning o'er his book:
- Who had of all that's sweet tasted, and seen,
- From silv'ry ripple, up to beauty's queen;
- From the sequester'd haunts of gay Titania,
- To the blue dwelling of divine Urania:
- One, who, of late, had ta'en sweet forest walks
- With him who elegantly chats, and talks-
- The wrong'd Libertas,- who has told you stories
- Of laurel chaplets, and Apollo's glories;
- Of troops chivalrous prancing through a city,
- And tearful ladies made for love, and pity:
- With many else which I have never known.
- Thus have I thought; and days on days have flown
- Slowly, or rapidly- unwilling still
- For you to try my dull, unlearned quill.
- Nor should I now, but that I've known you long;
- That you first taught me all the sweets of song:
- The grand, the sweet, the terse, the free, the fine;
- What swell'd with pathos, and what right divine:
- Spenserian vowels that elope with ease,
- And float along like birds o'er summer seas;
- Miltonian storms, and more, Miltonian tenderness;
- Michael in arms, and more, meek Eve's fair slenderness,
- Who read for me the sonnet swelling loudly
- Up to its climax and then dying proudly?
- Who found for me the grandeur of the ode,
- Growing, like Atlas, stronger from its load?
- Who let me taste that more than cordial dram,
- The sharp, the rapier-pointed epigram?
- Show'd me that epic was of all the king,
- Round, vast, and spanning all like Saturn's ring?
- You too upheld the veil from Clio's beauty,
- And pointed out the patriot's stern duty;
- The might of Alfred, and the shaft of Tell;
- The hand of Brutus, that so grandly fell
- Upon a tyrant's head. Ah! had I never seen,
- Or known your kindness, what might I have been?
- What my enjoyments in my youthful years,
- Bereft of all that now my life endears?
- And can I e'er these benefits forget?
- And can I e'er repay the friendly debt?
- No, doubly no;- yet should these rhymings please,
- I shall roll on the grass with two-fold ease:
- For I have long time been my fancy feeding
- With hopes that you would one day think the reading
- Of my rough verses not an hour misspent;
- Should it e'er be so, what a rich content!
- Some weeks have pass'd since last I saw the spires
- In lucent Thames reflected:- warm desires
- To see the sun o'erpeep the eastern dimness,
- And morning shadows, streaking into slimness
- Across the lawny fields, and pebbly water;
- To mark the time as they grow broad, and shorter;
- To feel the air that plays about the hills,
- And sips its freshness from the little rills;
- To see high, golden corn wave in the light
- When Cynthia smiles upon a summer's night,
- And peers among the cloudlets jet and white,
- As though she were reclining in a bed
- Of bean blossoms, in heaven freshly shed.
- No sooner had I stepp'd into these pleasures
- Than I began to think of rhymes and measures:
- The air that floated by me seem'd to say
- "Write! thou wilt never have a better day."
- And so I did. When many lines I'd written,
- Though with their grace I was not oversmitten,
- Yet, as my hand was warm, I thought I'd better
- Trust to my feelings, and write you a letter.
- Such an attempt required an inspiration
- Of a peculiar sort,- a consummation;-
- Which, had I felt, these scribblings might have been
- Verses from which the soul would never wean:
- But many days have passed since last my heart
- Was warm'd luxuriously by divine Mozart;
- By Arne delighted, or by Handel madden'd;
- Or by the song of Erin pierc'd and sadden'd:
- What time you were before the music sitting,
- And the rich notes to each sensation fitting.
- Since I have walk'd with you through shady lanes
- That freshly terminate in open plains,
- And revel'd in a chat that ceased not
- When at night-fall among your books we got:
- No, nor when supper came, nor after that,-
- Nor when reluctantly I took my hat;
- No, nor till cordially you shook my hand
- Mid-way between our homes:- your accents bland
- Still sounded in my ears, when I no more
- Could hear your footsteps touch the grav'ly floor.
- Sometimes I lost them, and then found again;
- You chang'd the footpath for the grassy plain.
- In those still moments I have wish'd you joys
- That well you know to honour:- "Life's very toys
- "With him," said I, "will take a pleasant charm;
- "It cannot be that aught will work him harm."
- These thoughts now come o'er me with all their might:-
- Again I shake your hand,- friend Charles, good night.
- THE END
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